hello infinity

have you ever gotten this feeling of missing someone out of nowhere yet strangely not very directed to anybody. or perhaps the words have been engraved that the feeling is there for you to feel yet not simply understand. as though you see some cake and unconciously tasting its sweetness/ smelling its baked glory. i think my mind is messed up enough to feel that way.

hi grandpa, i would have liked a video to remember you by but it would be devastating to leave it behind all over again to feel the guilt of not remembering you by. sometimes i wonder what are you doing right now, i wonder how little i think of you, how much is little, how much is guilt. how much guilt is holding me, am i really being sincere, how much is it and how do you measure them.