Goodbye

There are many things I want (and want to do) - Buy tins of chocolate powder at six dollars each, selling each cup of hot chocolate I make six dollars each, become a lesbian, shoot nude photography, sue people and make some money, have unneccessary atttention ; the list goes on.

I used to want to - be a lesbian, a principal of an orphanage, write more scripts, save the world. Well, you see how time changes people.

Heading to Australia is some sort of escapism for this week.

comfort

I am miserable to the point I want any comfort food. Coming home today feels like it's been a chore.

fiction

One does not need to be schizophrenic to believe in fictional characters. They linger around, representations of familiar faces. Still, Nana Osaki is not you.

These days, I wake up to unfamiliar settings - a different bed, the toilet tiles, view from the window... The same routine happens - (I sleep some more) brush my teeth, wash up and boil some water to make hot chocolate. The television is switched on, usually it's the morning news - It's good to have some noise when you're alone. This way, you don't think much; media eats you up and you follow the ways of the world.