alice blue

July has just been painted with light strokes of silvery gold over a vague ensemble of gray, blue and off-white.

Grey's

"We’re friends, real friends, and that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I’ll be here."
- Grey’s Anatomy (via littlemiss) (via brokenmachine)(via youmakemewannashout)

Opportunity

Pete Murray & John Mayer perform "Opportunity" live at the ARIA awards

Map to Wonderland

'Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?'
'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to,' said the Cat.
- Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland

Deja vu

meme; graniph.

b. Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie Poulain; Yann Tiersen.
This morning before I woke up, I dreamt of you. (and strangely, with a pair of big black plastic specs)
In school, we droned on homework, made fun of films and Chandler. Ogled at Des Wee, doodled on notebooks, stayed up late and wondered about the future.
deus.èx.machina, magic
I miss you, thank you.

Raymond Dufayel:
Go to the bedroom, Miss Poulain.
So, my little Amélie,
You don't have bones of glass.
You can take life's knocks.
If you let this opportunity slip away,
eventually,
your heart will become as dry and brittle as my bones.
So, go get him, for Pete's sake!

Sleepless

Defeated by caffeine.

Change

a.
The days have become quiet, I have been preoccupied with work. Writing has been stringent, I have little to say. Recent dreams and memories wear me down, these should have long expired nevertheless they come back to haunt. Hello, fuck you, screams the split personality. I am tired, angry at the world, disappointed mostly at myself. Lines running in my head, drafts improvised and recycled. "Did you realize all I could give you that time was my honesty?"

At the end of the day, it speaks for itself. I am hopeless and need much help.
543

b.
Thank you.

c.
How are you?